Foreward- Read while listening to Muse's - The Resistance Album.
Hey Family!
Look up ALBERT PIKE. Numerology, Existentialism, Eugenics..
I jus woke up.. Its really creepy out here. lol. This is crazy. Everybody is tainted. WHAT THE F***! What's on the other side of such negativity? Im peepin KRS 1's knowledge of the ideals of individualism and promotion of them. Theyre tying in Dead Prez as well. Everybody wants to be rich or to be richer like that matters. None of that matters. Spiritual Enlightenment? Whats the major answer. I think its more about existing and learning what you can from here and taking that knowledge or enlightenment on for addition to the general basis of knowledge. But if truth is truth is acknowledgement of it necessary? It already is.. The only thing I can think is to look at what is produced from one path or another. Those bathing in material wealth are often corrupted. Money drives many to a certain level of insanity that in our society is embraced, accepted, expected, and promoted through the ideal of capitalism and imposed social self worth. Genetically, scientifically and socially no one is better than the other. It is the application of knowledge and truth to life that allows for others to thrive that qualifies any self imposed feelings of greatness. If I help my brother we both succeed. He is inspired to help his brother and love and truth thrives. When tearing one, or many down, for the gain of selfish and personal success one will find that this proves counterproductive to the seeking of light in what has been deemed darkness.
THE ANSWER IS LOVE.
Love for everyone and everything considering its purpose. With no struggle or deception there is no growth. Without hate what is love? the norm? Does it exist as love if there is no opposing hate? Can life exist if there is no death. The present life may in its physical form. But the driving force of life-- the unseen conductor of what makes synapses fire, inspires emotion, natural and mental growth and the physical manifestation of what we know as existence-- is what is to be focused on. Being caught up in one's present and worshipping it as life (or the only form of existence) only leads to an expected and dreaded fall. It’s like driving a car and just looking four feet in front of it. If not conscious of what lies beyond the hill that is life then death becomes something to be feared; life is something to be physically coveted, but not taken as forever, or existence. The only thing that has persisted and thrived is the continuous battle of good and evil for a certain level of superiority. With each age of darkness (Middle Ages) comes a certain level of light (Enlightenment period) and with this comes a decision.
Use/acceptance of the enlightenment or understanding of the opposite provided by darkness (proverbial GOOD) to progress a natural need for physical/supernatural (no E.T.) understanding or indulgence
OR
creation and CAPITALIZATION of darkness or evil for the false yet physically appealing “STUFF” that life provides.
Quick means = unsatisfying end.
What one finds is the solution, like the answer is simple. Use of darkness or evil to gain light or good is a forced process. It is an acknowledgement of a reverse of power and is used to gain what one "wants." But as humans with limited physical and mental experience, oftentimes, as the sole composer of our “wants” and in many cases “needs” we often find ourselves confused and heartbroken when what we have deemed as what our soul/emotion wants, reveals itself as a false positive. When killing/harming someone for money (or whatever physical) one allows their wants to usurp their entire natural trust for existence, selfishly. Imposition of negativity on many for the positivity of one will give one exactly what they want and don't want. Physical manifestations of the emptiness (that inspired/qualified any oppression) they felt and maintained must scream confusion when the enlightenment or truth or love or hope or happiness one thought was contained in control of the physical proves false. When indulging in evil on a large scale can one continue to maintain acceptance of what it took to get there when used to and tired of the physical? Chasing emotion, acceptance, and enlightenment through physical things makes absolutely no sense, considering these things do not contain the things one searches for.
This does not discount money as unnecessary, only because it is the foundation for a society we have been forced and influenced to flourish in (Sigma Pi Phi, Capitalistic mentality, Manifest Destiny). It however gives a value, meaning, and physical manifestation to the hate, greed, and deception often used to attain it and obviously used to control it-- on a large scale (bankers, freemasons etc.).
The only conclusion I can come to is the one afore-mentioned.
LOVE IS THE ANSWER.
Fear: Worry, Guilt, Negativity, Evil, Spitefulness, Hate, Murder.
I say don't worry. For truth is truth and it persists past our manipulations of it. If one must reach their truth through extortion, mind control and greed then that is their path and let them make it. They may influence and control in this period of time and that is fine. They are there for a reason and maintain a purpose that although unseen is inevitable and controlled by the truth of what is, has been, and will be. Just as there were hard times in the past one must not worry. The fate of humanity does not rest in the lives/controlling of a few but in the minds and hearts of one.
CONQUER THYSELF.
I say do what you may. Bring it on! In the end my acceptance of truth and attempt to not control through negativity (in its purest form) or dwell in false positivity (physical, mental, or emotional) will allow me to see the negativity for what it really is.
A [necessary] distraction.
If good is the push, evil is the pull. They run off of each other in our world and have gotten us to where we are today. One stuck on personal physical existence-- which is the basis of most hip hop music (cars, clothes, ass, drugs, murder)-- finds this excellent. "Look at what we have created! Look at what we got! Cars, planes, electricity, computers, internet..." NOTHING! We have simply harnessed what knowledge was already available through physical means and have devoted our lives and spirits to conquering these things.
THIS IS WHERE “THE SECRET” PLAYS IN. The secret proves not to be so secret after all. If everything is and has been is it not mine, as a conscious mind operating within the realm, to take? Why can’t I have whatever I want? You can. You can have WHATEVER you want. The catch or equalizer or truth of the matter is understanding (as much as possible) why and how what you get will affect you. This understanding will come through time and acceptance of what life teaches.
What we don’t realize is blind material pursuit is an unfulfilling means to an end. You cannot take earthly possessions with you when your time ends. No one cares and it doesn't matter. The way that your essence, soul, spirit, mind, was used to influence, uplift, and accentuate those around you will tell the tail of your purpose.
This is why one must not fear. Do not regret the past or forbid the future. What is, IS. It is malleable in the time and space we occupy, but outside of these physical limits what real power do we have? Power of self. When so caught up with living for existence, one forgets the true meaning of life in its most natural sense. Life is to live, to understand, to grow. Live in now, be aware of the future and past and maintain the knowledge that good and evil lead to the same road in the end. It is your understanding, use, and acceptance of these two separate yet intertwined entities that leads to one's salvation.
Look to the evil that the universe provides and find the good that it can inspire. Learn your lesson. Accept your truth and move on. Do not however attempt to wield this evil to produce knowledge or good, for it is here that you have put yourself above the natural order of truth, knowledge and understanding and have begun to deal with something that one knows not how to balance. The lure of the immediate “good”, evil can provide resembles a robbery. When getting quick cash, the end seems to justify the means but what has truly been gained other than exaltation to the physical one worships? Taking life as it comes, chasing it and influencing it through true knowledge gained (through time and effort) is a whole other entity but rewards the mind and soul with actual, earned experience, knowledge, and truth. This opens doors for more good to flourish and truth to be explored.
Time carries with it the influence that we have allotted it, as does existence. One is not supposed to live one way or another but their own way, producing what experience and knowledge provided by the universe, (adding to?) and/or thriving in what we have found (not created). This is where being humble and truthful and insightful play in to life. It is here that our peace and answers lay.
WITHIN and WITHOUT.
When acceptance of higher power, influence, and truth settles in the physical manifestations of evil (that can be denoted such, arguably, because they cause one to look away from the reality/pursuit of truth) fade. Think of the amount of fear that is generated by material needs and wants. These things outside of our minds direct our thoughts away from our true meaning of life. Our finality in death should be met with a wealth of knowledge that can only be cultured by individual, THEN mass, pursuit of enlightenment for a higher and greater good. Within this pursuit the amount of evil and good necessary for true understanding is provided for by the ways of the universe. We are given as much and seemingly more than enough, evil that we are deemed, through coincidences, personal trials and tribulations, and outright signs in society and mind. It is our duty while on Earth to deal with these things and not indulge in them to a point where the indulgence becomes our God, forcing us to discount and deny the good energy allotted and attainable by others; But to observe both good and evil to understand their place in the picture that will be continued to be painted through time and space.
Side note: All of this is speculative and mostly common sense broken down and applied to the bigger picture. I’m not saying cast aside anything or don’t live life. I’m just saying live it consciously. Don’t be lulled to sleep by false senses of security, allowing them to cement your reality. BE HAPPY! Smile in the face of danger, death and destruction and challenge them, ready to accept defeat or success after giving everything. It is here (this mind state) that fearlessness and growth thrive.
Just thought you might wanna know where my head is at.
-Brando
